Suatu Saat Nanti

Sabar...sabar...sabar...
Buat apa juga uring2an ga jelas...
Toh yang rugi aku sendiri...
Namanya juga manusia...
Bisanya cuma ngmng doank...
Saat dikasih kesempatan buat buktiin kata2nya...
Ehhh ternyata nyimpang jauh...
Sudahlah...Buat apa aku begini...
Dikatakan hancur...ya aku memang hancur...
Aku serius...
Tapi keseriusanku hanya dianggap sepele...
Aku harap hanya aku yang dibuat gini...
Jika suatu saat nanti kau temukan pengganti...
Jangan pernah seperti ini...
Jadilah orang yang selalu memegang teguh kata2nya sendiri...
Jangan pernah mau jadi pengecut...
Karna ga pantes kau jadi pengecut...
Malu ma tittle nantinya...
Maaf, bukan aku bermaksud kasar...
Mungkin suatu saat nanti baru kau akan mengerti...
Apa arti dari semua ini...
Kejarlah dunia yang kau cari...
Takkan kuhalangi...
Walaupun darah menetes dipipi...
Karna ku tak mengenalimu lagi...
Terima Kasih...
Maaf, aku pergi...
Maaf, aku takkan pernah kembali...
Maaf, aku tak merindukanmu lagi...

BIP - Sampai Nanti

Kuingin selalu denganmu
Kemana saja kita berdua
Seakan tiada terpisahkan
Tapi tak mungkin saat ini...Saat ini...

Sekarang masih banyak mimpi
Dan keinginan yang belum tercapai
Biarlah rasa rindu ini
Kita tunda 'tuk sementara...

Tak pernah kuragu padamu
Atau curiga kau khianati aku
Ku sangat percaya padamu
Seperti juga kau percaya aku

Pulanglah dulu ke rumahmu
Bagi waktumu untuk yang lain
Kuingin kau hanya untukku
Tapi tak mungkin saat ini

Sampai nanti...
Sampai bertemu lagi
Sampai nanti...
Sampai bertemu lagi

Chrisye - Pergilah Kasih

Tak pernah kusangka ini terjadi
Kisah cinta yang suci ini
Kau tinggalkan begitu saja
Sekian lamanya kita berdua

Tak kusangka begitu cepat berlalu
Tuk mencari kesombongan diri
Lupa segala yang pernah kau ucapkan
Kau tinggalkan daku

Pergilah kasih kejarlah keinginanmu
Selagi masih ada waktu
Jangan hiraukan diriku
Aku rela berpisah demi untuk dirimu
Semoga tercapai segala keinginanmu

Glenn Fredly - Januari

Berat bebanku...Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku...sirna

Bukan salahmu...Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak pada kita...

Reff:

Kasihku...sampai di sini Kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
bukan karena kita berbeda...

Dengarkan, dengarkan lagu-lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di januari

Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku...
Ooooo...Pergilah...

"THE END"

SHIIITTTTTT.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sakit hati..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Banget sakitnya.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku goblooooooooooooooooooook...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku buyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku toloooooooooooooooooooool...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku...Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhh...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lagi-lagi diginiin......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sudaaaaaaahhhhhhh..........cukupppppppp sudahhhhhhhhhhhhh......!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jadilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dak tahan akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya Allah......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kalo kata pelem sech..."THE END"

Jimmy Bondoc - The Man I Was With You

Listen just hear me out
Yes, i know we agreed
when we break up we'd never give in to this need
To admit to each other
I miss you...

Listen just hear my cry
No, i won't break my word
If i do say i miss you it would never be heard
Let my heart whisper
All that it needs to...

How could you make me take a start?
Then just leave me here hanging
Can't even say how i'm feeling
How could you make then break my heart?
If i can't say "i miss you"
Let me say one last thing

I miss him...
And all the things he could do
Yes/oh, i miss him...
Just as much as i miss you
Oh, i miss him...
I know you're wondering who
Yes, i miss him...
I miss the man i was with you
(oh i would never be the same)

Listen just hear my voice
Can you hear all the tears?
That i'm planning to hide
For the next thousand years
Just as long as you know that "I love you"

How can i blind then find the light?
How can i find the kind of right?
How could you take away my sight?
How could you lose me in the night?
Then you took away the heart in me
Now i'm losing this fight...
No i will never ever be the same...

ooh.. ohh..

Oh, i miss him...
And all the things he could do
Yes, i miss him...
Just as much as i miss you
Oh, i miss him...
I know by now you know who
Yes, i miss him...Mmmmmmm...

Oh, i Miss him
I know by now you know who
I miss him
I miss the man i was with you...

(oh, i would never be the same)



I Love this song much...
Yes, I Miss the man i was with u...
Just as much as "I Miss U"... -__-

Jimmy Bondoc - Let Me Be The One

Somebody told me you were leavin’
I didn’t know...
Somebody told me you’re unhappy
But it doesn’t show ...
Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more...No...
So you’re walkin’ out the door...

Nobody told me you’ve been cryin’
Every night...
Nobody told me you’d been dyin’
But didn’t want to fight...
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So I’m settin’ you free...

Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses...
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses...
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie...
So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time
And goodbye...

Somebody told me you still loved me
I Don’t know why...
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly...
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again...

Just turn around and walk away
You don’t have to live like this...
But if you love me still then stay
Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart...
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart
Let me be the one...

Limp Bizkit - Hot Dog

Ladies and gentlemen!
Introducing the Chocolate Starfish!
and the Hotdog Flavored Water
Bring it on!
Get the fuck up!
Yeah!
Check, one, two

Listen up, listen up!!!!
Here we go...It's a fucked up world...A fucked up place...Everybody's judged by their fucked up face...Fucked up dreams...Fucked up life...A fucked up kid....With a fucked up knife...Fucked up job...With a fucked up pay...And a fucked up boss...Is a fucked up pain...Fucked up press...And fucked up lies....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ain't it a shame that you can't say "Fuck"...
Fuck's just a word...And it's all fucked up...Like a fucked up punk...With a fucked up mouth...A nine inch nail...I'll get knocked the fuck out...Fucked up aids...From fucked up sex...Fake ass titties...On a fucked up chest...We're all fucked up...So whatcha wanna do?...We fucked up me...And fucked up you...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ain't life a bitch????
A fucked up bitch...A fucked up sore with a fucked up stitch...A fucked up head...Is a fucked up shame...Swinging on my nuts...Is a fucked up game...Jealousy filling up a fucked up mind...It's real fucked up...Like a fucked up crime...If I say "Fuck", two more times...That's forty six "Fucks" in this fucked up rhyme.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's on
Everybody knows it's on
Hey, it's on
Everybody knows it's on

You wanna fuck me like an animal
You'd like to burn me on the inside
You like to think that I'm a perfect drug
Just know that nothing you do
Will bring you closer to me

Hooo Haaa Haaaw!
Listen up baby
You.. can't.. bring.. me.. (bring me).. down
I.. don't.. think.. so
I don't want some
You.. better.. check.. your.. (check it).. self
Before.. you.. wreck.. your.. self
Kiss.. my.. star.. fish
My.. choco.. late.. Starfish.. punk
Kiss.. my.. star.. fish
My.. choco.. late.. Starfish.. punk

You wanna fuck me like an animal
You'd like to burn me on the inside
You like to think that I'm a perfect drug
Just know that nothing you do
Will bring you closer to me

DISAPPOINTED...!!!!!!

I'm totally serious...!!!!!!!
Daripada kamu pusing denger ocehanku yang ga penting,
Aku lebih baek g berteman dgnmu di twitter,fb,plurk,bbm,ym, ato apalah.
Karna percuma...!!!!!!! Ga penting...!!!!!! Ga ngaruh lagi sekarang...!!!!!!!
Kamu bebas sekarang...
Ga bakal ada ocehanku lagi...
Tanpa akupun, kamu tau mana yg terbaik btmu.
Tanpa akupun, kamu msh pny byk tmn2 yg mencintai kamu.
Maaf aku capek di gini in.
Toh jodoh jg g kemana.
Maaf ini bukan mauku.
Aku hanya menuruti keinginanmu.
Dan mgkn ini jalan yg terbaek utk kita saat ini.
I STOP LOVING U, NOW IT'S UR TURN TO UNDERSTAND.
So, Sayonara...

Matchbox 20 - Unwell

All day...
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall

All night...
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on...
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a...Breakdown
I don't know why

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...

Me...
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train

And I know...
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me...
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow...
I've lost my mind

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be... (little unwell)
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell... (little unwell)
How I used to be...
How I used to be...

The Corrs - Don't Say You Love Me

I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great
I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Chorus :
Don't say you love me
Unless forever
Don't tell me you need me
If you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling
I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch
Is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't tell me you need me
If you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling
I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Take it all away

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Robbie Williams - Eternity

Close your eyes so you dont feel them,
They dont need to see you cry
I cant promise I will heal you,
But if you want to I will try.

I sing the summer serenade
The past is done, we've been betrayed, its true.
Someone said the truth will out
I believe without a doubt, in you

You were there for summer dreamin',
And you gave me what I need.
And I hope you'll find your freedom,
For eternity, for eternity.

Yesterday when you were walking,
You talked about your Mom and Dad.
What they did they've made you happy,
What they did they've made you sad.

We sat and watched the sun go down,
Picked a star before we lost the moon.
Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone too soon.

You were there for summer dreaming,
And you gave me what I need.
And I hope you'll find your freedom,
For eternity, for eternity.

I sing the summer serenade,
The past is done, we've been betrayed, its true.
Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone, too soon.

You were there for summer dreamin',
And you are a friend indeed.
And I hope you'll find your freedom,
For eternity.

You were there for summer dreamin',
And you are a friend indeed.
And I know you'll find your freedom,
Eventually, for eternity, for eternity.

Five For Fighting - Superman

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
Well, It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
When sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in ur eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special

And I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

"If U n I"

If u'r too busy with ur things, I'll understand.
If u don't have time for us, I'll understand.
If u only have time for ur friends, I'll understand.
If u'r full with ur past, I'll understand.
But, if one day i stop loving u, that will be ur turn to understand.

Kado Ultah Terekstrimku Untukmu yang Terkasih

Setelah bertahun2 lamanya akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk naek gunung lagi...
Kali ini gunung yang ku tuju adalah Gunung Prau, Sukorejo, Jawa Tengah...
Tinggi Gunung Prau ini adalah 2565 MDPL...
Walaupun tingginya tidak terlalu ekstrim, tapi track yang harus dilalui sungguh sangat dahsyat...
Hanya ada satu alasan kuat yang membuatku untuk memberanikan diri untuk mendaki lagi...
Walaupun aku tau, fisikku sudah tidak memungkinkan lagi...
Nafas dan kakiku sudah tidak dapat dikompromi lagi...
Tapi karna "CINTA"...Hanya karna cinta aku mau melakukan ini semua...
Aku ingin menunjukkan pada dunia bahwa cintaku padamu yang terkasih bukan sekedar permainan belaka...
Aku sanggup menerjang hujan sepanjang perjalanan pulang dan pergi...
Dan aku sanggup menahan kaki kananku yang kram n keseleo saat perjalanan pulang sampai saat inipun kaki ini sulit utk digerakkan...
Dampaknya akupun jatuh sampai berulang2 kali karna kakiku ini tak sanggup menahan berat badanku dan carrier yang aku bawa...
Aku sungguh sangat beruntung, Ibu yang ada di basecamp segera menanggulangi kesakitan kakiku ini...
Blm lagi ada badai yang sungguh sangat dahsyat yang belum pernah aku rasakan sebelumnya sesaat sebelum aku dan temen2 tiba dipuncak...
Hipotermia-pun sudah hampir aku kecap...
Satu persatu aku dan temen2 yang lain pun akhirnya tumbang...
Karna keadaan dan kondisi fisik sudah tidak memungkinkan lagi, akhirnya kami memutuskan utk mendirikan tenda tidak jauh dr puncak...
Nafasku sudah terengah2 n hampir saja tidak dapat bernafas lagi...
Sisa nafas yang ada hanya aku gunakan utk menyebut nama "ALLAH" berulang2 kali...
Malam itu sungguh terasa sangat panjang...
Aku sudah tidak dapat berfikir lagi apakah aku bisa bertahan hidup...
Hanya nama "ALLAH" yang selalu kusebut sepanjang malam, dan nama "Suryaningtyas Perwitasari Tetuko Putri" yang membuatku harus bertahan sampai kepuncak...
Karna Tidak lain dan tidak bukan, Pendakian ini kupersembahkan hanya untuk "Suryaningtyas Perwitasari Tetuko Putri" sebagai kado ulang tahun terekstrim yang ingin aku tunjukkan padamu...
Aku ingin membawa kertas yang bertuliskan,

"Happy Birthday...!!! My Lovely Sun...!!! Panjang umur n Sehat selalu. Sukses buat kuliah n skripsinya. Smoga selalu berada dalam Lindungan ALLAH SWT. Amin Ya Robbal Alamin".


sampai kepuncak Gunung Prau.
Kertas yang bertuliskan tangan tersebut, sengaja aku persiapkan dari rumah dengan niat n semangat yang membara...
Rencana awalku, aku ingin mendirikan kertas tersebut pada tgl 01 Januari 2010 yaitu bertepatan dengan ultah-mu yang ke-22, tetapi keadaan berkata lain...
Sedih rasanya, tapi yasudlah...
Yang penting aku sudah mampu menjalankan misi ekstrimku x ini...
Inti dari pendakianku kali ne adalah bahwa aku mampu melewati semua rintangan yang menghadang dengan modal niat n semangat...
Aku mampu melewati terjangan hujan n badai dalam keadaan apapun juga...
Dan aku cinta padamu tidak hanya dibibir saja...
Harapanku, smoga kau kembali mencintaiku sperti dulu lagi...
Cinta yang bersemi n membara...
Cinta yang sangat2 membutuhkan kehadiranku disaat suka, duka, sedih, senang, sibuk, ataupun sedang tak sibuk...
Cinta yang sangat2 menghargaiku karna kau anggap aku adalah imam terbaikmu...
Ohhhhh...Aku merindukan itu semua, aku kehilangan itu semua...
Smoga Waktu dan keadaan dapat mengembalikan kamu ke dalam pelukkanku...
Amin Ya Robbal Alamin.



P.S. I Love U.